
This is the journaling paraphrased:
I believe I am more content now at this point in my life than I have ever been. Now don't get me wrong. I still have things that I worry about, but for the most part life couldn't be better! God has surrounded me with awesome family and friends.
The family part came easy for me. Bill and I met in elementary school and started dating in high school. He is the best husband around. There's nothing he wouldn't do for me. He is truly my best friend. I know a lot of people go through their entire life and never have the special close bond that I share with my husband. He knows everything about me and still loves me unconditionally.
The friend area was a long time coming. I have always had good friends throughout my childhood and college life but for some reason in the town that I have lived most of my adult life, those deep meaningful friends seemed to alude me. I still maintained close relationships with friends in my hometown, but I still needed friends that I could count on no matter the circumstances that live closer....a friend to laugh with, a shoulder to cry on, a sounding board for me to pour my heart out or someone that I could spend time with and not do or say anything. I LOVE comfortable silence. You know you've truly reached a milestone in a relationship when you can sit together and not say a thing, yet be completely at ease. That's what I have now.
During the years that I have lived in this town, I have spent countless hours asking God to give me a group of Christian friends with whom I could be myself. I wanted to pull up stakes and move several times because I would get discouraged and a lot of it would be that I had made inappropriate choices for friends because I would start to get desperate and not wait for God's timing. During the last couple of years, God has opened my eyes to wonderful women that were sitting right there in front of me yet I couldn't see them for the tears in my eyes because I thought that God had forgotten about me. Lucky for me these are women in my own church with whom I share a bond that I hope will only grow stronger.
Thank you God for giving me such a beautiful family and awesome friends.


















